I’ve been on the verge of death let’s say about 3-4 times, crawling from exhaustion or starvation to the nearest sink for some water to catch myself.
Many people have been in this place, yet it’s experiences like these no one likes to share. It’s mostly those who receive little to no help besides ridicule and hand-me-downs.
How do we cope such a life? What makes us keep wanting to live? We don’t. We kind of have no choice. The pain is too excruciating, healing is the only and best option to rid the pain.
I used to think maybe it was the choices that I made which resulted such consequences but then I’ve learned about the manipulation of matter through magic and means of groups of gang stalkers, pedophiles, rapists, and government officials who try to hide their sexuality and who also thrive and survive off of other people’s struggles. There was always more to the story behind the scenes. You see, bad results don’t come from good intentions, unfortunately, however, bad things do happen to good people. Those things are out of our control.
I’ve learned they have all kinds of technological gadgets that interfere with our brain activity. I’ve learned how spirits enter people’s bodies at their most vulnerable and warmest state. I’ve learned to watch my actions quite closely to see when these people like to decide and attack.
See, most people have no idea they’re being used to attack innocent people. However religious people know that Shaitan has the ability to manipulate the energies of the bodies to use other humans to carry out their dirty work. By the time people realize their energy was manipulated, they’re sitting in a jail cell doing 25 to life, wondering how’d they gotten there.
How did I survive? Well let’s just say the things we think we don’t want, be the things that we need. I had children to live for, not to protect them from the unknown, but to teach them and guide them as to how to fight for themselves and stand up for those who do not know. I left no secrets for my children’s mind to wander. I let no one fill their head with false dreams and hopes. I immediately came behind people and told my children the truth.
Thankfully enough for me I’ve decided to live my life different with my children early on. Life got really hectic, as I did all things on my own, had little to no help besides social services, daycare, schools, and church family. It was at the point where I was transporting my children between 3 different schools, while trying to maintain working so that the bills can stay managed. I received no child support so money was extra tight. I’ve learned sacrifice since childhood so that was quite normal for me to adjust to. One child in daycare, one child in headstart, the other in elementary school… The best thing I ever did was drop everything in my career path and center my life around my children’s schedules.. I felt so much relief. Life got so much better. I knew at the point in life…
… I was on the right track. I stayed the course.
When my life became stable, family and friends took notice and that’s when life dwindled out of control. It was a spiral effect of one attack and loss after another. I was okay with that. I was willing and able to let go of the things and people that no longer served my best interest. After all their mission was to end my life once I became rich after all was said and done. I decided I didn’t want to be rich, just comfortable enough to keep wanting things I can or cannot have. That gives me new things to look forward to if I ever fail at any of my goals. I can easily walk away from places where I feel unwanted, after I got my just due that is. People can’t just easily scare me away. I will go head to head with you. I mean I’ve escaped death plenty of times, it sort of became a game for me at some point. Many people would wonder how’d I survived all of this. Let me tell you, only god knows… I try not to remember what happened just yesterday. Everyday is a new day for me, a fresh start, and a new beginning. Hell, I’m lucky to have made it, right!!!
How did I balance life after losing everything I worked hard for. I decided to never work hard again. I decided to take life slow and easy. I decided to keep my goals short and sweet. I decided to celebrate even the smallest victories privately and alone, where not even my children can steal my joy. I decided to make myself happy in ways no one would notice. I decided to give the world my cold shoulder and secretly enjoy my own happiness. We can’t expose our happiness in a world like this, people are so quick to tear it down. Trust I’ve tested every fabric of this theory and boy was I right. I mean every little chance they get to steal joy they will..
Learn to live your life for you, once you’ve instilled all of you into your children. Your life will be blissful, your mind will be at peace,and your soul will be managed by internal love, leaving no space for your enemies. Do what makes you happy and happiness will always be around you.
With Love, Loyalty Honesty and Respect Be Blessed with Life My People ❣️
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