The Dark Knight of The Soul
Feels Like Loss, Looks Like Karma, Actions are Personal…
Usually when a shift occurs in my life it’s more than likely an upgrade. I never experienced a downgrade, until I experienced My Dark Knight of The Soul.
Loss to me typically means I’ve surpassed a level in my life I’ve outgrown. The losses are usually replaced with something Bigger, something Better. Loss for me is never a downgrade, but, more like a clearing of my space and path to make way for new. I usually allow loss, except this time things were a bit different. I’ve experienced losses I shouldn’t have, but I understand why.
Whenever there’s a time for us to graduate to a new level in life, God and the Devil shows up at the same time. We have to be able to use our discernment in order to know which route to take and which things, people, and/or places to let go. This takes the understanding of Spiritual Law concepts of Distinguished Details. We have to comb through the fabrics of the situation at hand in order to get a feel of what best suits our true nature. We lean towards what feels more natural.
What comes natural to human beings is experience. We experience loss, we experience gain, we also experience karma. However, dharma exists as well. Dharma comes along to balance out our karma. This is where the devil likes to play his hand. At the time of our Dharma, our enemies have preplanned events set up to make it seem as if we are receiving karma. That way people are reluctant to helping you celebrate your should be accomplishments.
Humans today rather ridicule than celebrate one another. They find it easier to point out flaws than to say congratulations. They rather fight than to make love. They rather kick you while you’re down instead of helping you build yourself up. They rather laugh at your pain than to help make you feel joy again. They rather control you while you’re suffering lack than to fill-in your blanks. These people do the work of the devil. There are others more righteous who don’t speak on your ill will they just provide so as to ease your hardship. I’ve had the opportunity to experience both sides of the fence.
I know what true help looks and feel like, that is why I am able to distinguish who my enemies are. They rather see me suffer lack.
True help for me was silent, private, and out loud, in the presence of my enemies.
The acts of one who cares prepares you for the Dark Knight of The Soul. Once your soul has been provided for it’s kind of hard for the devil minions to mess with your heart and mind. You kind of know how to and when to close it off for protection. It makes you impenetrable. You’re willing to wait out the storm that others have brewing for you.
When do we experience That Dark Knight of The Soul Moment?
We experience this phase the moment we have decided to focus our lives around the people within our household, or the people we have to care for; The moment we take charge of our own lives. We decide to cut everything and everyone off in order to place our lives on the path that is made easy for us. The easier we make our lives, the more the devil throws in burdens like Donkey Kong. Their goal is to keep your mind off your goals, your goal is to keep your mind off of them.
Whenever I’m due for an upgrade, I let all the chips fall where they may. There are always things given to me that I do not want, but I accept it because I don’t like to seem rude. However, that was before I learned of energy transfers. When we experience the Dark Knight of The Soul Moment, we must allow the devil to take whatever was given by him. We must allow all things to end that no longer serve purpose in our lives. We let go of people making our lives harder than it need to be. We let go of bad habits. We let it all go because it will all be replaced with the things we deserve; High quality people and materials that match our new lifestyles. At that point, what may LOOK LIKE karma, will FEEL LIKE a reward. Take the path that feels good. Release that path that brings more hardships. If it feels like a burden, IT IS ONE.
Sometimes there’s no telling how long the wait will be for all of the devil attachments to be removed. So what do we do in that moment of stillness? We write the vision, make it plain, let it tarry. In the meantime we perfect ourselves. We make sure our bodies are prepared to handle the next phase in life. As difficult as it may be, we find rest, time to recuperate, and make sure the core of our bodies remain strong. That way when it is our time to stand up, no one can knock us off of our feet. When our bodies are ready, we shall receive our rewards. I do not like the concept of breaking things down to build things up. I find it quite unnecessary because there are easier ways to teach and learn lessons. I believe that is a Patriarchy concept. As a woman and Matriarch, it is our duty to balance out these energies.
Women of today have experienced more Dark Knight of The Soul because the men have overstepped their boundaries far more than imaginable. We must heal and nurture life back to it’s natural state. We must fix the mess they’ve created, while rebuilding our Men souls, giving them back their dignity and pride. This process is not so much about taking control but moreso about taking our rightful place in the Structure of Society that men tried to rule. They cannot play both roles, neither can women. The losses of today, made space for a better and balanced tomorrow.
We may not have all of the answers right now, but at least we do not have to fear starting over. Loss is good when it’s time to upgrade. Give the Universe a chance to surprise you. We don’t have to make all of the decisions ourselves, we just have to make sure to be part of the decision making.
With Love, Loyalty, Honesty and Respect, Be Blessed My People❣️
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