Where Are the Children?

“Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth and subdue it; ” ~Genesis 1:28

“Then God said, “Let Us make man in Our image, after Our likeness, to rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air, over the livestock, and over all the earth itself and every creature that crawls upon it.” ~Genesis 1:26

5“Now no shrub of the field had yet appeared on the earth, nor had any plant of the field sprouted; for the LORD God had not yet sent rain upon the earth, and there was no man to cultivate the ground. 6But springsc welled up from the earth and watered the whole surface of the ground.

7Then the LORD God formed man from the dust of the ground and breathed the breath of life into his nostrils, and the man became a living being.” ~Genesis 2:5-7

Why these three particular sets of verses?

These three sets of versus describes the breakdown for the different types of “Man” (meaning man and woman), that exist on this planet. There were people created to be, (they began at infancy, so when God said there were no men to cultivate the land, that is because they bore an infant), and there were people created to till the garden so that the other people can grow and become. Maintenance of The Garden is a job that must be done so that everyone would be able to eat and live. Without maintenance of The Garden, how can anyone of us survive? However, the rules of the Garden were broken.

Theoretically, Adam had 2 wives. A first wife named Lilith. Then, a second wife named Eve. We can translate that into two completely different women, or we can suggest that he witnessed and named both sides of his wife, (the good side and the bad side). This couple, however, were the keepers, the tillers, of The Garden. They had one job, tend The Garden, and that was good. Adam enjoyed tending the Garden, his wife should have enjoyed helping him. For that was the purpose of their creation. They saw, witnessed, heard NO BAD…. UNTIL… they were met by the serpent.

If in today’s time, we are in a world where magic still exists from the days of Pharoah times, then, the serpent most certainly knew of a magic trick to use to change the mind of Adam’s wife. “Word Magic.” What would be the purpose of getting them out of the Garden? The Garden was separate from the People God created in His image. Who else knew that the Garden Exist? Perhaps if Adam had a first wife, maybe she tried to trick the second wife for her spot back, but the plans didn’t go so well, in fact, the plans got taken too far, getting everyone kicked out of The Garden.

It is said that Lilith had left the Garden first. She went out to marry Samael. I guess life on the outside wasn’t quite as easy as it was in the Garden. Maybe Lilith wanted a family of her own. Then again, 🤔 how would she have known that families and children existed outside of The Garden??? Monotonous jobs can become boring, but they still have to get done. Everyone serves a job for a set amount of time. The rewards come after the fulfillment of the job. Like the Sun and The Moon, until their time is up, every single day, they do its job. If Eve was his second wife, where did she come from? Well let’s just assume God fills in all of our needs so that we do not suffer lack, even when that lack was imposed intentionally by another being. The Universe fills in all voids. Sometimes it may not be what we want, but surely, we get supplied with what it is that we need.

Now, the children that were made in God’s image…. Let’s say that Mother and Father God were enjoined as 1. I won’t even dare to describe a depiction of that. All that I will know is that a Masculine and Feminine energy both exist in order for men and women to made in their image. I mean God did mention “US”. These people lived outside of the Garden. As much as they loved their creation, Adam and his wife had great favor too. For God’s children were to be fruitful and multiply the Earth. We’ve surely done that haven’t we??? Lol. Adam and his wife were to cultivate the ground to make sure that the Gardens and plants all over the globe can continuously bloom in their due seasons. How effective could they be having children in the way of that? Hence, the reason some women were born infertile for a due season. Have you ever maintained a water supply sprung up from a pyramid? It takes much work. From the image and the ways of both sets that were created is how God created His rules for society. Take this next verse for example.

22And the rib which the LORD God had taken from man, made he a woman, and brought her to him. 23And Adam said,

“This is now bone of my bones

and flesh of my flesh;

she shall be called ‘Woman,’

because she was taken out of Man.”

24Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother and shall cleave unto his wife, and they shall be one flesh.g

25And they were both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed. ~Genesis 2:22-25

Gardening is quite a dusty job to fulfill. Who needs the burden of clothes when it’s just you and your wife privately doing your jobs, IN YOUR NATURAL ENVIRONMENT?? When God created woman, man and woman joined as one to complete the job of cultivating the ground. God used that example to better serve His Creations. He created Male and Female. When a child leaves the home to venture out on their own, it is best for them to have a helpmate. 4 eyes are better than 2. 4 ears hear different pitches and sound. 4 hands can get a lot more done in a shorter amount of time. What resonates with a female is quite different from what resonates with male. As much as we are the same, male and female differ quite a bit. Both sets bring balance to one another either way. A balance and equal give and take that cannot be given from their own mother and father. Adam and Eve were not ashamed of their duties or themselves until an outside source brought forth words that instilled insecurities. When children are with their Parents, parents should instill love and confidence in them that cannot be tarnished by the outside world. They should fully be encouraged to be all that they can be, expressing every ounce of themselves, both good and bad, confidently. WHY?

The outside world can really beat you down.

In God’s image His children were able to witness both good and bad. Those of the Garden only witnessed what was good. The reasoning behind it was because you cannot unsee, unknow, unhear, etc…. things that you’ve been awakened to. Human nature is to explore and learn more about what they see, hear, and find out about. How else would we get to know all the things that God created and the names that Adam had given to them? If introduced to the wrong thing at the wrong time, you are reluctant to make mistakes that should have never been made. Mistakes are costly and they never just affect you, they always effect the collective. Because Adam was forced to question the deception, he couldn’t focus on his job anymore.

This next verse is an example of that. God strips the world of what is good until something better can take its place. Because of the darkness that exists in today’s world, just like Garden had gotten taken away and man was forced to till the ground and provide themself something to eat, the children of the world are sitting with God until these adults (even those hiding in the sheepskin of the children like wolves) get their act together. Just like Adam and Eve, the People of this planet has some more learning to do.

The Expulsion from Paradise

21And the LORD God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife, and He clothed them.

22Then the LORD God said, “Behold, the man is become as one of Us, to know good and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand and take also of the tree of life, and eat, and live forever:” Genesis 3:21-22

Allah says in Quran,

O children of Adam, We have bestowed upon you clothing to conceal your private parts and as adornment. But the clothing of piety – that is best (Surah Al-Araf, verse 26).

Even though Adam and Eve were allowed and forced to live among the Children of God, they were very distinguished. One could actually tell those who had to go through religious practices and master some lessons before they were able to be like the rest of the people and privy to their presence. They were ashamed of their nakedness, they needed to get over that. They were introduced to bad, they needed to overcome that. The woman was encouraged to stray away from the rules and out of her authority, she has to learn to stay in her place. The man was so focused on his own obligations that he failed to properly inspect and ask questions about what he was given from his wife at an inconspicuous time. He has to learn how to double check facts. There’s a time and place for everything. Until these issues are resolved amongst Men and Women, this planet isn’t conducive for the Bearing and Raising of children.

If it takes for man and women souls to be crunched down and forced into the body of a child of the age they are acting like or haven’t evolved from yet, then so be it. They need to learn life from the age they were allowed to progress from too early. There’s no magic that can be done to take over another person’s life, for God will allow you to walk into someone’s blessed endings, just to give you a feel and a taste of what could have been for them had you done your job. Then, He will take you out of it, bringing you right back down to the path of where they began so that you know and understand what it took for them to deserve such honor and reward. Next you will have to go back do your job and live your journey all over again, if what you did prior didn’t land you a place in hell.

So, where are the Children? Maybe they will return when Isa arrives. If they are not allowed to come in due time, those blocking the path will be dealt with immediately so that the children can return to their families. Now is the time to reunite. Some parents are prepared, some are not. Know your place, know your worth, understand your value, understand your role. Allow The Most High to do the rest.

Of course there’s more to this story……

👑with Agape, Loyalty, Honesty, and Respect Be Blessed with the Wholeness of a Helpmate My People❣️

What is War??🤔

One thing for sure and two things for certain…. it is NOT Love!

Over the course of history most conflicts derive from a conflicting love interest. People fight for the Love for/of a person, place, thing, scenery, or lifestyle. War breaks out due to a fight to defend one’s territory. It is a fight for control. Someone wants to be seen as the victor, the head honcho, the end all be all. It is an egotistical demand for attention. The ironic part is that what most people fight for isn’t really what they need. Had they not fought, they would have gotten what they deserved!

To war with others reflects the battles that we have with ourselves. The words and actions of others can project an after-effect of the target feeling self-conscious. No matter how much a person says that someone words and actions does not matter to them, deep down inside they are still affected. The initial confrontation may sting, but just like any shot injected into the skin, it flows deep within our bloodstream. Depending on the quality of the injection, if what’s injected into our systems doesn’t mix well or sit well with us, it will transform into an illness and/or dysfunction, also affecting and infecting other areas of the body. We either address it, let it fester, or cleanse it out.

It is best to address issues head-on, right then and there. The best opportunity to check a problem is right at the moment that it is occurring. A couple of things will happen, the person bringing the problem would learn not to do that because you are showing them that you are able to defend yourself. Secondly it shows onlookers the same example. Lastly, you walk away with your strength, (controlling your emotion), your courage, (defending your emotion), and your confidence, (standing in authority and surety of who you are).

The moment you choose to walk away from an unaddressed issue, on one end the person may think they’ve gotten away with hurting you, on another end you end up carrying the burdens of the disrespect. You are forced to redirect that energy someplace else. If you do not address it with the person who brought the bad energy towards you, You may end up lashing out at the wrong person, or even taking it out on yourself. It is not your fault how other people feel about you. It is your obligation to yourself to not allow them to change how you feel about yourself. Some people throw the attention your way to take the attention away from them. That is due to their own insecurities. It is your job to send that energy back or force them to face the conflict they are having with themselves, if you are able to discern that! The moment you DO NOT, they win, and you lose a piece of yourself that they get to walk away with. Learn to address issues and keep your power.

What we should do not is allow ourselves to challenge others who are trying to separate from us. We should not challenge someone out of revenge. We should not try to get someone back for choosing to do something that no longer involves us. We should try to one up them or prove that we can do better. For without the challenge, new and better always comes towards us if we choose not to focus on what was lost. To fight over what we lose and cause blockages in someone else’s path is your karma. Others choosing not to fight with you is their dharma. The best thing to do when things or people in our lives change is to not resist the change but adapt. All conflict needs to be addressed, yes, but a war doesn’t have to break out after a decision has been made. Simply, walk away!

Battling the war with yourself, can shift the energy of those within your bloodline and those who are tapped into your energy. You send off a ripple effect of change within the subconscious of those who resonate with your energy. What you do and respond to doesn’t only affect you, it affects everyone around or associated with you as well. A light bulb brightens up the entire room for everyone, that is how our energy can have a touching effect on others in the same room as us. That energy can spread throughout the world if we are in total darkness.

The wars on the outside stems from a source. Pinpointing that source can be hard because usually the one who throws the rock tends to hide behind the one who is willing to fight. More than likely, they are hiding because they are lying about why they started the war, and usually it’s because they just simply want things done their way. Having things their way only benefits them, it rarely benefits the whole. They become egotistical with power control issues. While they are in a position of power to do so, they cling to that position of power as long as they can to receive what it is that they want, even at the expense of themselves. They are trying to prove a point to themselves that doesn’t matter to anyone, except them. In fact, it may be detrimental for them if they don’t decide to change. Just remember that defeat is their ultimate goal, not love or happiness.

To war with doing the right thing is simply a war between good and evil. We stay in love, but we do not battle over love. Our love interest change as we grow and progress in life. If our partners or people associated with us do not grow and evolve with us, then we outgrow them. We are forced to move on. Those who do not want us to go will have a hard time, put up a fight, and eventually start a war to stop that change from happening. Sometimes the fight back is necessary but only to the point where we can confidently walk away knowing that they cannot control our outcome. The best thing is to recognize that they want to fight because then you stay ahead of the challenge. It’s up to you how you decide to battle them. Love doesn’t want to see battles. Love wants to see compromise. So, anyone allowing you to go to war doesn’t love you, that’s not something that should be fought for. They’ve attempted to have their cake and eat it too, that doesn’t mean you go on the battle ground defending that for them. Mistakes happen, and people have to live with the mistakes they’ve made because not with all people is one able to get a second chance.

Take heed to the battles people want you to face. All battles are not yours.

With Agape, loyalty, honesty, and Respect, Be Blessed without Conflict My People❣️

The Mountain Top with Mrs. Mary

How does one’s family get reimbursed for the amount of time of their absence?

Once we’ve created a family that is where our personal journey ends and our collective journey begins. Our family is what we begin fighting for, striving for, building for, and living for. Our mission in life just became bigger!

The New Mission must be completed with them, not for them, not for yourself. The New Life Mission should not just be about one side of the spectrum, all members must be involved and there should be a balance of resources so that all members are comfortable and feel included. There’s no such thing as sacrificing one for the other. We all take sacrifices as a whole. Just like the Body if one organ is off, the entire body feels off. If one member of the body is dysfunctional, the entire body becomes dysfunctional. Every piece of “The Body” works hand in hand and interdependently with one another. Therefore, the entire body must be taken care of and properly functioning.

The Visions are huge, yes, but remember who and what you’re doing for. As we begin to fulfill each task and goal along the way, success can be measured by how successful we are or by how much work we put in. When measured by work, that can cause an ego trip. Just because someone decided to put in more work than another member, the human ego tend to want more credit and recognition for the work. It is important to spread the work out; no matter how much effort someone thinks they can handle; every member was born into the family to perform a specific task. We must allow the one created for that role to handle their position. That way they are not suffering lack in their abilities to perform, and the weight of the work can be distributed evenly. That way it leaves no room or space for anyone’s ego or pride to take over the functions of the entire family.

During our journeys of building a structure and foundation for our families, there are times where we must be away from them in order to do our part. Our absence can be heavily felt. The adjustment period may throw some things off, cause others not to grow or evolve as they wait for our return, and/or cause some members to act out of character. During the most difficult moments, we must take heed, even if we are thousands of miles away, some members can discern danger. Once we receive that call, even if it’s during our most important opportunity, FOR US, or our biggest milestone, that we can perceive, sometimes, before we take that opportunity, we must take a step back to reflect.

We have to remember that we are doing our part for the whole of the family. No matter what we’ve accomplished on our own, how many rewards we’ve received, how much favor or honor we get, or how special the outside world makes us personally feel, always keep in the back of your mind that IT’S NOT ONLY ABOUT YOU!!! Taking that step back to reflect and check in on our family can save us from catastrophic moments. The Moment you receive that call from them, LISTEN TO THE WORDS THEY SAY ATTENTIVELY. For they can be your saving grace. You may need to PASS THE TORCH and return home!!!

We are given helpmates for a reason. We bare children for a reason. Our helpmates are our eyes and ears when we can’t see or hear. Our children are the embodiments of the issues that were too big for us to solve on our own or missed the opportunity to engage in. For stress is eased by them. Security lies with them. Protection is of your family. The love on the inside of your home overpowers the hate of the outside world. We lead by Example. We do not contradict our lifestyles to cause confusion to our family members. Exposure of inadequate truths can be devastating.

Absence matters just as much as our presence. What we do in the absence of the children reflects our character. Whether in their face or behind their back, what they hear, versus, what they witness should strengthen and support the truths about what they know in their hearts to be true about their parents. What we do in the absence of our spouse reflects our entire relationship. Whether in our face or behind our backs, the sanctity, the intimacy, the bond, the vows, the trust, should never be tainted, broken, or suffering lack. If the road places too much pressure on us, take that step back.

The world can always wait because the fight towards correcting injustice is an ongoing battle. We swim, we dry off, we speak, we let it marinate, we travel, we return, we have ups, we have downs, we win battles, we lose battles, yet, in between all things, before and after, remains our family. Get back to them as much as possible! They are our strength to refuel us, or they are our signs that it’s time to move on. The road can get quite lonesome, and when lonesomeness gets the best of us, we may fall into a trap that we can’t get ourselves out of.

Let’s not be tempted by loneliness. Your strength is created and enhanced there. Loneliness implies that a torch must be passed, your spark has died down. You need a moment of rest. Some people engage too much and run past the finish line too soon, they disqualify the entire team, their focus was beyond their duty, so they’ve overstepped their boundaries. Sometimes that is okay. A loss leaves moments for reflection, readjustments, and replacements. That’s not to say that you are losing your spot, it means you are transitioning to a position that fits you better in the latter part of the journey.

Success in one avenue does not mean complacency, it means we have overcome a level or portion of our lives that was meant for us to complete. It means we level up to a higher level of authority or take a step back to see what we’ve missed and gain clarity to be able to try again or move forward. We learn to pace out our journey. We rise, we fall, we rise, we fall, we rise again, each time better and better. However, if we never fall, how can we rise. To rise is a decision formed by the entire family, it is not a single act or single decision, it is a decision made by the whole of the family. Always return there, never leaving a member out of the decision that can cause a lasting effect on the whole entire family!!

With Agape, Loyalty, Honesty and Respect, Be Blessed with the Love of Family My People!!

Adjustable Emotions During the Turbulence:



We become so annoyed and frustrated by the attacks that sometimes we forget that the Mission is bigger than us… Even though the enemy Forces the script to keep changing at least We Possess the Power to Rewrite the Script.

Feelings rise, feelings fall, either way we catch it. Some may catch them before it rises too high, others may catch them before they sink too low. When we begin to notice our feelings and really pay attention to them we can instantly feel the shift as it begins to change.

Most often, we like to stay neutral, but there are times where we must go hot, and there are other times where we must go cold. While we are on a Mission in Life to fulfill some type of goal these emotional options arrive. In the heat of anger those emotions rise because of self defense. When we turn cold it is out of self respect. Some people deserve the fight, others deserve the cold shoulder, either way there’s a time for everything and in a not so perfect world we must understand why we possess the emotions and characteristics that lie deep within us. For our feelings are not to be feared, yet, embraced. Everyone doesn’t deserve the neutral feelings.

When does the Emotional Turbulence begin?

It begins with the things that we see. For the sight of things can change how we feel about the things that we possess or how we view life. Then, there comes a smell. Our attitude changes by the scent of unfamiliar or unpleasant fragrances. Both work together to change how we feel. When we get a breath of fresh air that totally changes our senses, we know that there’s a better place to be than our environment. We cannot change those discoveries. Once we know, We Know. We automatically set ourselves on a Mission to obtain that breath of fresh air again.

In the event that we see things that are unpleasant to our eyes we must always remember God. In the event that we see someone with something different or new, we must tame the envy and the jealousy that can derive; they may have less than us. See, people have a way of knowing what you like, knowing what you want, and they will sacrifice to be able to obtain it before you, so that they can throw it in your face. Don’t reciprocate that energy on others.

There’s a time and place for everything. Your time to shine will not be at the same time as your enemies because the shine will look different and The Universe will need to set Prime Time examples so that the world can Distinguish between the two. So, even if it’s thrown in your face, the feelings that derive shouldn’t be jealousy or a rage to stop them, it should be an observant moment. This is the time to take a step back to recognize their flaws, their mistakes, their mishaps for rushing into the successful limelight before being totally prepared. This is where you learn the most.

Remember, they know what it is that you are thriving for, so they will try to swap destinies by mimicking your ideals and lifestyle and making you look as if you are incapable of fulfilling your own dream as they rush to your finish line. Allow that; Because of their lack of knowledge of things and experience that you possess, it will show. You will be able to observe what you need to change or adjust in your plans so that your plan is perfected.

The turbulence of emotions is natural. We want to assist them, we want to show them how it’s done, but they will always result in doing it their way because the thought of what we can do looks easy. They don’t realize that “easy” comes AFTER the hard work and with experience. Without experience, life gets real complicated and plans become hard to overcome.

It’s important to control your emotions. What people do is their karma, how we respond is ours. We become emotional about all kinds of things, the best emotions come from love. When set out on a Mission it is because we love what we are about to do. Not only for ourselves but for others that can be directly or indirectly affected by our actions. So during times of Injustice or unfairness, surround yourself with only the energies that love to be around you, even if it’s only yourself for a while. That way you can balance the dark with the light. You can be on one accord with your own feelings. You can gain understanding as to where certain feelings derive. You can assess how your body reacts to such feelings. Then you can readjust your attitude whenever you feel certain feelings start to surface because you can recognize the things and types of people that bring those feelings out of you.

The most important lesson of Emotional Turbulence is to NOT let the feelings overcome you, over take your life experience, and be overbearing on your soul making you incapable of functioning properly and normally as you should. Control your emotions. You cannot control the emotions of others but by letting others know what they do or how they make you feel, you give them the opportunity to change that part about themselves. If they don’t you have every right to dismiss them. If they do, help them to embrace that change. We have choices.

👑With Love, Loyalty, Honesty, and Respect Be Blessed with Positive Emotions My People ❣️

Emotional Dumping Grounds and Physical Punching Bags

Do you often get hit with “Emotional Baggage” of others knowing that the anger should be redirected elsewhere? Do you view them as a bully? How many times have you asked them to stop before reinforcement had to be used? Who do you have to protect you from these things?

Oftentimes instead of confronting the Real Enemy, fear, forces us to redirect the energy towards an unintended innocent bystander; Someone smaller, who we know we possess some form of control over.

Sometimes we may not recognize that we do this until we are called out by someone who doesn’t fear us. It takes someone to thoroughly explain and show us the repercussions of our actions and ultimately how the energy is always returned back to us eventually. There are good and bad ways to express ourselves and get our points across.

When filled with so much anger that we barely can release, we tend to throw jabs at others, using them as “Punching Bags.” One must be very careful when doing this because anger fills us with a strength that we are unaware of. We become stronger than we realize. Our little taps don’t feel so little to others, especially those half our size. We don’t even recognize the weight that we carry unless someone calls us out on it, or, someone has a conversation with us that forces a revelation. We must take the needle out of our eyes before pointing it and stinging at others.

That can be hard to do when we’re surrounded by people who judge us, as opposed to those who have our best interests at heart, and are willing to confront us about the things they see changing within and without about us. Taking constructive criticism is quite hard for most, but, if people use it as a tool to correct their flaws, after first recognizing that they have some, they can easily accept what’s being said about them.

It’s important to ponder about this because if someone takes their anger out on you, you take that anger out on someone else, then that person takes that anger out on someone else, and it may just return to you from the last person who received the energy of anger sent out by you. Except, you may not get hit as hard with the emotions because the energy has died down, and the person bringing it back to you indirectly fears your energy because the soul of that person recognizes that that is where the energy came from. The Spirit of that person can either stand up for itself and send that energy back or someone who protects them will.

Just know that the energy you send out is the energy you get back in some way shape or form, but it is always recognized by someone. Even that person has a responsibility to do something about it or they will suffer the consequences too.

No one is perfect, and we all have the right to have flaws. What’s life without something to correct or make better, especially yourself. One should always want to be better within and without, increasing their knowledge, strength, and mastering their abilities. However, people do not have the right to project their flaws onto you.

Imagine having to live forever………🤔

What changes about the way you want to live your life? How would you view others then? What would you want to reassess, correct, or change about yourself?

What if this was your last lifetime to be able to do that? 🤔

Would you become or allow yourself to remain a punching bag? Would your body become a dumping ground for other people’s negative emotions? Do you even recognize these things are happening? Would you begin to speak up for yourself? Would you be angry at others for not knowing where to begin to express the truth about who’s using you as an emotional dumping ground and/or punching bag? Who can you trust to express those emotions? Who can defend you?

With Love, Loyalty, Honesty, and Respect begin to think about how you would restart your life today, and Be Blessed My People ❣️

Balancing Life After Death

I’ve been on the verge of death let’s say about 3-4 times, crawling from exhaustion or starvation to the nearest sink for some water to catch myself.

Many people have been in this place, yet it’s experiences like these no one likes to share. It’s mostly those who receive little to no help besides ridicule and hand-me-downs.

How do we cope such a life? What makes us keep wanting to live? We don’t. We kind of have no choice. The pain is too excruciating, healing is the only and best option to rid the pain.

I used to think maybe it was the choices that I made which resulted such consequences but then I’ve learned about the manipulation of matter through magic and means of groups of gang stalkers, pedophiles, rapists, and government officials who try to hide their sexuality and who also thrive and survive off of other people’s struggles. There was always more to the story behind the scenes. You see, bad results don’t come from good intentions, unfortunately, however, bad things do happen to good people. Those things are out of our control.

I’ve learned they have all kinds of technological gadgets that interfere with our brain activity. I’ve learned how spirits enter people’s bodies at their most vulnerable and warmest state. I’ve learned to watch my actions quite closely to see when these people like to decide and attack.

See, most people have no idea they’re being used to attack innocent people. However religious people know that Shaitan has the ability to manipulate the energies of the bodies to use other humans to carry out their dirty work. By the time people realize their energy was manipulated, they’re sitting in a jail cell doing 25 to life, wondering how’d they gotten there.

How did I survive? Well let’s just say the things we think we don’t want, be the things that we need. I had children to live for, not to protect them from the unknown, but to teach them and guide them as to how to fight for themselves and stand up for those who do not know. I left no secrets for my children’s mind to wander. I let no one fill their head with false dreams and hopes. I immediately came behind people and told my children the truth.

Thankfully enough for me I’ve decided to live my life different with my children early on. Life got really hectic, as I did all things on my own, had little to no help besides social services, daycare, schools, and church family. It was at the point where I was transporting my children between 3 different schools, while trying to maintain working so that the bills can stay managed. I received no child support so money was extra tight. I’ve learned sacrifice since childhood so that was quite normal for me to adjust to. One child in daycare, one child in headstart, the other in elementary school… The best thing I ever did was drop everything in my career path and center my life around my children’s schedules.. I felt so much relief. Life got so much better. I knew at the point in life…

… I was on the right track. I stayed the course.

When my life became stable, family and friends took notice and that’s when life dwindled out of control. It was a spiral effect of one attack and loss after another. I was okay with that. I was willing and able to let go of the things and people that no longer served my best interest. After all their mission was to end my life once I became rich after all was said and done. I decided I didn’t want to be rich, just comfortable enough to keep wanting things I can or cannot have. That gives me new things to look forward to if I ever fail at any of my goals. I can easily walk away from places where I feel unwanted, after I got my just due that is. People can’t just easily scare me away. I will go head to head with you. I mean I’ve escaped death plenty of times, it sort of became a game for me at some point. Many people would wonder how’d I survived all of this. Let me tell you, only god knows… I try not to remember what happened just yesterday. Everyday is a new day for me, a fresh start, and a new beginning. Hell, I’m lucky to have made it, right!!!

How did I balance life after losing everything I worked hard for. I decided to never work hard again. I decided to take life slow and easy. I decided to keep my goals short and sweet. I decided to celebrate even the smallest victories privately and alone, where not even my children can steal my joy. I decided to make myself happy in ways no one would notice. I decided to give the world my cold shoulder and secretly enjoy my own happiness. We can’t expose our happiness in a world like this, people are so quick to tear it down. Trust I’ve tested every fabric of this theory and boy was I right. I mean every little chance they get to steal joy they will..

Learn to live your life for you, once you’ve instilled all of you into your children. Your life will be blissful, your mind will be at peace,and your soul will be managed by internal love, leaving no space for your enemies. Do what makes you happy and happiness will always be around you.

With Love, Loyalty Honesty and Respect Be Blessed with Life My People ❣️

Feel The Same, Look Similar, Acts Are Different

The Dark Knight of The Soul

Feels Like Loss, Looks Like Karma, Actions are Personal…

Usually when a shift occurs in my life it’s more than likely an upgrade. I never experienced a downgrade, until I experienced My Dark Knight of The Soul.

Loss to me typically means I’ve surpassed a level in my life I’ve outgrown. The losses are usually replaced with something Bigger, something Better. Loss for me is never a downgrade, but, more like a clearing of my space and path to make way for new. I usually allow loss, except this time things were a bit different. I’ve experienced losses I shouldn’t have, but I understand why.

Whenever there’s a time for us to graduate to a new level in life, God and the Devil shows up at the same time. We have to be able to use our discernment in order to know which route to take and which things, people, and/or places to let go. This takes the understanding of Spiritual Law concepts of Distinguished Details. We have to comb through the fabrics of the situation at hand in order to get a feel of what best suits our true nature. We lean towards what feels more natural.

What comes natural to human beings is experience. We experience loss, we experience gain, we also experience karma. However, dharma exists as well. Dharma comes along to balance out our karma. This is where the devil likes to play his hand. At the time of our Dharma, our enemies have preplanned events set up to make it seem as if we are receiving karma. That way people are reluctant to helping you celebrate your should be accomplishments.

Humans today rather ridicule than celebrate one another. They find it easier to point out flaws than to say congratulations. They rather fight than to make love. They rather kick you while you’re down instead of helping you build yourself up. They rather laugh at your pain than to help make you feel joy again. They rather control you while you’re suffering lack than to fill-in your blanks. These people do the work of the devil. There are others more righteous who don’t speak on your ill will they just provide so as to ease your hardship. I’ve had the opportunity to experience both sides of the fence.

I know what true help looks and feel like, that is why I am able to distinguish who my enemies are. They rather see me suffer lack.

True help for me was silent, private, and out loud, in the presence of my enemies.

The acts of one who cares prepares you for the Dark Knight of The Soul. Once your soul has been provided for it’s kind of hard for the devil minions to mess with your heart and mind. You kind of know how to and when to close it off for protection. It makes you impenetrable. You’re willing to wait out the storm that others have brewing for you.

When do we experience That Dark Knight of The Soul Moment?

We experience this phase the moment we have decided to focus our lives around the people within our household, or the people we have to care for; The moment we take charge of our own lives. We decide to cut everything and everyone off in order to place our lives on the path that is made easy for us. The easier we make our lives, the more the devil throws in burdens like Donkey Kong. Their goal is to keep your mind off your goals, your goal is to keep your mind off of them.

Whenever I’m due for an upgrade, I let all the chips fall where they may. There are always things given to me that I do not want, but I accept it because I don’t like to seem rude. However, that was before I learned of energy transfers. When we experience the Dark Knight of The Soul Moment, we must allow the devil to take whatever was given by him. We must allow all things to end that no longer serve purpose in our lives. We let go of people making our lives harder than it need to be. We let go of bad habits. We let it all go because it will all be replaced with the things we deserve; High quality people and materials that match our new lifestyles. At that point, what may LOOK LIKE karma, will FEEL LIKE a reward. Take the path that feels good. Release that path that brings more hardships. If it feels like a burden, IT IS ONE.

Sometimes there’s no telling how long the wait will be for all of the devil attachments to be removed. So what do we do in that moment of stillness? We write the vision, make it plain, let it tarry. In the meantime we perfect ourselves. We make sure our bodies are prepared to handle the next phase in life. As difficult as it may be, we find rest, time to recuperate, and make sure the core of our bodies remain strong. That way when it is our time to stand up, no one can knock us off of our feet. When our bodies are ready, we shall receive our rewards. I do not like the concept of breaking things down to build things up. I find it quite unnecessary because there are easier ways to teach and learn lessons. I believe that is a Patriarchy concept. As a woman and Matriarch, it is our duty to balance out these energies.

Women of today have experienced more Dark Knight of The Soul because the men have overstepped their boundaries far more than imaginable. We must heal and nurture life back to it’s natural state. We must fix the mess they’ve created, while rebuilding our Men souls, giving them back their dignity and pride. This process is not so much about taking control but moreso about taking our rightful place in the Structure of Society that men tried to rule. They cannot play both roles, neither can women. The losses of today, made space for a better and balanced tomorrow.

We may not have all of the answers right now, but at least we do not have to fear starting over. Loss is good when it’s time to upgrade. Give the Universe a chance to surprise you. We don’t have to make all of the decisions ourselves, we just have to make sure to be part of the decision making.

With Love, Loyalty, Honesty and Respect, Be Blessed My People❣️

Feel the Same, Look Similar, but Actions Completely Different

Emotions….

We all have them, yet very few explore how they, emotions, make us feel. If we can learn to explore our emotions at the exact timing in which they surface, we can better understand ourselves and those around us.

The emotions being explored in this session is Greed vs Selfishness.

Does greed lead to selfishness or does selfishness lead to greed? Are they interchangeable? Is there cause and effect?

In a sense greed can derive from experiencing selfishness from an outside party. We have a right to be selfish with our personal possessions, but that does not give us a right to harbor excess. Borrowing clothes and shoes are far different from borrowing family members or friends. Selfishness can make matters personal quite quickly. I believe that is where GREED kicks in.

What we become greedy and selfish about is a personal feeling that comes from deep within. Most people do not like to go deeper in conversation when asked about WHY they deserve to have MORE than everyone else. Granted some people do work extra hard for their rewards, however, we have to keep in mind that some people refuse to work hard for things and assume they are entitled to the rewards in which others have worked hard for. This is when and where we check Greed and Selfishness in it’s moment of appearance.

See, the emotions behind both feels the same so they carry similar vibrations. We may think someone is being selfish for all the right reasons, when in fact they are just being greedy. This greed leads to an extreme suffering of lack by those who would or could have been rewarded some favor had it not been for the greedy person eating it all up. Karma has it’s way of returning, however if they greed is checked immediately, then people would be inclined to change their ways.

Greed and Selfishness knows no limits unless someone calls it for what it is. To be selfish means to cater to one’s own self. Sometimes that is necessary, but to not teach or encourage others how to be healthily selfish with oneself is a form of greed. The greed of holding back information that can elevate people within your nation is dangerous in the sense that it doesn’t allow for growth. It encourages stagnation, and no return of abundance.

To want to be greedy means that you do not mind others suffering lack. You’d rather see someone else suffering lack, because what else would be the result of someone taking more than what they deserve, besides lack being suffered somewhere else….

To want to be selfish means you witnessed someone else being greedy and now you are cautious. You’re noticing of someone else’s greed leads to an understanding that there will be a suffering of lack and that one must preserve what one has in order not to have the same outcome as the person being witnessed.

Greed comes from an hurt place. Selfishness comes from a healing place. We selfishly take time to heal. We greedily take time away from from others being able to heal. To be able to be greedy means there is an abundance somewhere. To be selfish means you’re hiding that abundance. To hide abundance means there’s a lack of trust. So why involve yourself with people who you do not trust. It only perpetuates the greed and Selfishness. A never ending cycle of abuse is created because someone’s presence will always be unwanted.

We must explore how our own and how other people’s selfishness and greed makes us feel. We must not become our abusers. W must try to converse with those who are comfortable being in that energy because to continue to allow it means a death to the next generation. They learn nothing about preservation or sharing. They miss all the fundamentals that comes with fair and Equal Exchange. They miss out on all the benefits of having balanced relationships. They miss out on the feeling of not having to worry whether or not one will be able to survive. Ask yourself…

Am I Greedy, Am I Selfish, and Why????? Then work towards balancing those emotions out. Then present the New Improved You to The World.

What If…?…

One World Order… Sounds scary, but, it’s something I can agree with.

To a degree of certainty, The Planet, moves in a particular pattern by itself. If we follow the directional pattern in which the Earth moves, we can gain an understanding of how we should move.

One World Order then suggests that when the world moves, so do we.

That doesn’t necessarily mean we all have to move all together, from place to place, however it simply means that we should go in the same direction as everyone else.

A couple of examples: If we are flowing from North to South, then it means that we shouldn’t be moving from South to North. If we are traveling because of an emergency, then those not posed by a threat, be it anywhere throughout the World, should be still, until we are safely grounded and situated.

If everyone is traveling and going wherever they want without any concern for how society is set up to operate, in order to effectively control injustices, then how do you as an individual really expect to be protected from any unexpected danger?

We as an entire people throughout this planet have to take accountability for our lack of concern for thy neighbor. We have in our power and capabilities the ability to ensure that we ourselves and those around Us are safe at all times.

As many may want to feel invisible in hopes of thinking that they may avoid danger, we should always remember that a threat to one of us is always a threat to all of us. If we ignore one mishap it allows space for many more mishaps to come.

It comes a time where we all must work together as one in order for all of us to move forward. Being comfortable hiding doesn’t take you away from your responsibility that you are here to uphold. By choice and design, we all decided to choose the actions that led us to where we are RIGHT NOW. If we wish to better our situation or not, we have not any other choice. Let those who have eyes see that this is a time for self reflection, duty , and honor to thyself. Be it as it may, if the Good Lord Showed Up today, I did the best that I could, and I accept my just due as I would Any glad tidings.

With Love, Loyalty, Honesty, and Respect Be Blessed My People ❣️

Why COVID? Why RIGHT NOW?

Doesn’t it feel as if we are living at a time where Noah was creating the Arc and people kept trying to stop him through defamation? Or doesn’t life remind you of the story about how the man in the water was sent 3 boats, yet he was still waiting on Jesus himself to show up?

The way my life is set up, I’m going through 2 quite similar situations; I, The Matriarch, am creating a project that the old Patriarchs tried to steal, through defamation of character. God instructed that I “let them try and fail so that I can place them under judgement”. Some people look before they leap, others copy and paste, both must give credit.

I had tried to help my family multiple times to create a family business to sustain themselves, they’ve always said “no”, the moment I created one for my household, they attempt to steal it. God needed that to happen because people are held to the weight of my standards of what I would have done with God’s reward. So if the picture don’t add up, in the end, somebody’s in trouble.

I take the good from every book I read because I know that someone may need that brighter side of advice in the future when trying to use their discernment. From the Quran I Love that these questions were raised…

●Surah- God’s Fulfillment

●Say, “Is there anyone among your partners who may guide to the truth?”

●Say, “God guides to the truth. Is He who guides to the truth worthier

to be followed, or he who guides not unless he is [himself] guided?

●What is the matter with you? How do you judge?” (Quran, 10: 35)

The first question is one of the most important. Of the 5 people that you interact with daily, who is the one that will deliver you the truth? What determines the validity of their truth? There are people with the gift of gab who can pull hope out of thin air, and then there are people who pull advice from solid research…

The second question suggest that if you bring them to the well, will they drink the water?! We all have questions and the Universe always answers them. It is important to know whether the devil is leading you to the knowledge, wisdom, and understanding or not. You have to discern ‘Am I Following a Follower or a Leader?’ Have I been tricked and led by an imposter, or does this person really know what they talking about? Most importantly do I trust the one giving the advice or the one who gave the person their answers.

The third question nips all 3 of these questions in the bud. How dare you trust the following of someone who doesn’t know God?? How is that even an option? Why is God, who dwells within, not considered first in your life? Does your life and everything that dwells on the inside of you not matter? We are here for Us All, so be it, and let it be!

Life is an Individual Journey until we are greeted with our helpmate. Everybody is given one. The problem is we want to be the ones to choose who that person is. We cannot not be matched to our Divine counterpart. We simply have to wait until we have mastered ourselves. There are people called “soul mates” who comes along to help us with that. Soul mates force us to recognize the struggle within ourselves that we need to overcome. They are there to be mirror unto us. If we don’t like what we see in a person it is because that is something that we lack within ourselves and we need to overcome it.

The biggest problem in the world is codependency. We are codependent on all of the wrong things and people, so much that we sacrifice ourselves to make sure that one we are codependent on is happy. Soul mates helps us break that codependency by forcing us to be independent. Forcing us to go within and recognize the God-Like Energy within oursevlves, it brings enlightenment. We want to change oursevles.

Once we become independently whole, then we can connect with our Help Mate. 2 whole people allows for a monogamous relationship to occur because they both lack feeling insecure. They feel entirely powered by the energy that comes from Divine Source which is within All of US. They use it to fuel each other.

The Most High gave us his energy to use. We claim it but not as our own, because that is when judgment is set upon us. We must give credit when it is due. We cannot pretend to be the all knower when we know that we are not.

I know those who have understood the directions of The Universe due to COVID_19. This was a test of our Faith and Character. When the Government said “stay home we’ll take care of you.” Why was it so hard for many to resist? First and foremost did you not need a break? Did people not even try to conceptualize the fact that The Most High was doing work in our favor?

Why COVID?

Why not COVID?

There’s a time and a place for everything. For 35 years I worked hard doing things under the direction of who and what is of this earth. God gave Me a moment to thank Me for that, therefore, I used that time to the best of my ability. Although the devil threw in some worry, I took my COVID time To break, to heal, to fix, and to transform Myself into a Higher Version of Myself because the old me had done washed away.

It was time for my saving grace. I was being saved by the grace of god for my bad deeds because my good deeds out weighed them. I just had to trust the process and endure the confusion. What seemed so small to me was bigger than I could have imagined. The Most High was using me as a vessel to do the work most people in certain areas are afraid to do….SUPPORT THE UNDERDOG, AND SLAY THE BULLYS!! IGNORE THE NARCISSTIST AND HEAL THE ABUSED. THE LIARS AND THE THEIVES, MAKE NOT PARTNERS!

How can we experience Joy without Pain? You CAN’T. Both have to occur in order for the other to exist! However, know that what exist is only because we thought of it AND MADE IT OUR REALITY! WE MANIFEST ON A DAILY BASIS!!

DURING THESE PAST 2 YEARS… many of us have became aware of that!!

This was our moment in time to separate from those who no longer serve our highest needs. It was a time to spend alone in contemplation because it’s when and where Our Own Faith and Works brings forth Our Individuality.

The problems is most people are afraid to be themselves. That’s why we separate from those who makes us feel unworthy of being ourselves.

The more self doubt we fill within ourselves, the more self doubt we’ll feel and show on the outside. So, we take the time to work on that with faith that everything works out for our highest good. COVID gave us time for that. Now at the same time The Most High was able to assess each of his children’s judgments, trials, tribulations, and deeds. In due time, as people sit where The Most High need them to Be, so shall they receive their just due!! Just due is your payback for the contribution that you have made to society, in the area that you were placed to dwell. Each came with their own unique set of circumstances. How best did you perform this lifetime?

Bad deeds gets the justice system, good deeds gets God’s Promise!

How can you receive your rewards when you aren’t home to receive them? Things can get sent to the wrong house! This is the end of what was. And the beginning of what’s to come. Do not miss your blessings!

“Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: Thou hast anointed my head with oil; My cup runneth over.”

With Love, Loyalty, Honesty, and Respect,

Be Blessed My People!!